american crafters wood

Goddamit

i think i mightapos;ve inadvertently ruined my favorite friendship.

and now iapos;m left dealing with a bunch of crazy girlsapos; problems and neuroses.

fuck that.

it takes being away from a group friend mentality for so long when you realize why you were so desperate for a boyfriend in the beginning.� friends are too much damn work.

they assume,
they argue,
they get sensitive,
they act fake,
they never just COME�OUT�WITH�IT

now being in a relationship is hard work blah blah whatever...BUT�ITapos;S�ONLY�ONE�PERSON, and you mainly just COME�OUT�WITH�IT with each other, fight, and get OVER�IT.

but oh no.

not a group of crazy bitchtards.
and when you donapos;t wanna be involved...they act like youapos;re the cause.

all i want to do is be nice to everyone, and thatapos;s what i do.
somehow shit still happens.
just wish i still had that special friend to myself

chicago was amazing since i saw my favorite band since 7th grade, along with many others.
but kelpat got so wasted i had to save her from the cops twice, get kicked out once, spend ALL�MY�MONEY, etc etc.

landmark.� technology.

i want to be in florida



in other, brighter, news.......

seeing vaste aire at the atomic cowboy with ian tonight
american crafters wood, american craftman replacement window.